Memahami & Difahami..

MEMAHAMI & DIFAHAMI dua perkataan yg same..tp berlainan maksud..susah kan kalo hidup camni?? aku tension kalu idup dgn camni..tlg fahami aku mcm aku fahami kalian..aku ade hak & pendirian aku..aku ada ruang hidup aku sendiri..ruang nafas aku sendiri..kenape org lain xboleh nk fahami aku walhal aku seringkali cuba untuk memahami kamu..petah bercakap tidak bermakna kamu seorang yang memahami.. TLG LA FAHAMI AKU !!!!!!!!(finger crossed!!)

Umat Manusia

Manusia mempunyai pelbagai ragam dimana aku sendiri xboleh dijangka..ini termasuk la diri aku juga..manusia dilahirkan dgn pelbagai rupa bentuk gaya dan pi’il yang berbeza dari setiap yang lain..setiap hari hidup aku hanya mengamati setiap langkah dan tingkah laku manusia2 yang ada di bumi tuhan ini..aku hanya tersenyum melihat telatah mereka..mungkin itu sebahagian hobi aku..mungkin..di mata aku manusia semua tidak sempurna..tp yang paling buat aku hairan bila tutur manusia yang mengatakan dia manusia sempurna..sempurna kah anda??dabik dada,tepuk dan Tanya hati anda.

klise kan apa itu sempurna yang anda semua faham pada hari ini..Sempurna kah kita kalau kita seringkali melihat kelemahan org lain?? Sempurna kah kita kalau sering kali kita bercakap hanya pujian diri sendiri yang keluar dari mulut sendiri?? Sempurna kah kita kalau berkelakuan kurang ajar??tidak mudah untuk menjadi manusia sempurna..hurmmm..

Kita sering kali alpa tatkala hanya ada segelintir umat manusia memuji kita dengan hanya kata2 manis dimulut..Tahu kah kamu erti pujian mereka terhadap kamu??hanya ia nya pujian tidak ikhlas kerana hanya mengampu anda?? Aku tidak bercakap atas seorang indvidu tetapi random termasuk diri aku sendiri..kadang2 aku sendiri alpa dgn pujian manusia..ahh !! pujian !! hanya lah kata2 saja..manis dimulut dihati tidak..manusia ni aku tgk mudah cepat perasan dgn pujian yg diterima..ckp je cantik ckit hidung dh kembang semangkuk..puji pandai ckit kaki yang berjalan memijak bumi entah terawang2 ke langit..sinis nya pujian itu..aku plg tidak suka manusia yg suka bercakap besar..yng dia tahu hanya dia sorang je pandai,cantik,entah apa2 entah..manusia apakah ini??

Aku malas nk ckp byk..sbb aku pon byk yg kurang yg perlu diperbetul kan..aku sekarang tgh mengeksperimen diri aku..huhuhu..

Erti Hidup

ya kehidupan .. aku sendiri pon dalam proses menganalisa jawaban tentang kehidupan aku yang berbeda dgn org lain.. aku tak marah mahu pon "bengang" kalau2 ada setengah segelintir individu di luar sana yang menganggap aku aku pelik,jengkel,sombong bagai..SOMBONG?? gelaran yang cukup sinonim dgn aku yg di signafikasi kan oleh sesetengah individu terhadap aku.. bagi aku lebih baik sombong dari ramah..kerana ramah kadang2 akan membawah padah jika tersalah bicara dlm tutur kita..itu dari persepsi aku..bagi aku sombong didefinasikan sebagai berdiam diri.aku akan ramah terhadap insan yg betul2 baik dgn aku.kerana ramah aku kdg2 tajam dan bisa menembusi deria pendengaran kamu sekalian..(itu hanya tuk org yg jelek dr pandangan aku)jadi berhati2 dgn aku..
kehidupan…adakah aku hidup untuk cinta yang bodoh dan masalah2 yang selalu dtg tanpa jemu menemui aku??aku tahu segala masalah yang datang adalah dugaan dari Yang Esa.itu aku tidak menolak nya..tapi dapat kah aku menyelesaikan masalah tersebut dgn akal fikiran sendiri??hurmmm..aku sendiri pon tidak tahu..kerana aku selalu bergantung harap pada individu yang aku syg.. kadang2 kehidupan aku kosong..kalian tidak mungkin tahu..nampak senang di mata kalian kerana aku bingkai kan dgn bingkai senyuman dan gelak tawa yang indah2 belaka..tapi sebenarnya rompong didalam..sama seperti kalian melihat potret monalisa yang cantik dan manis dgn senyuman tapi kalian sendiri tidak pasti senyuman itu satu tanda bahagia atau tidak bukan??dan mungkin senyuman itu hanya penuh dgn luka..siapa yang tahu..

aku berfikir sejenak..dlm mencari definasi dan mencongak arus kehidupan aku sendiri..

I AM WHO I AM..

P/s : aku sekarang tgh boring..so aku tulis la benda alah ni..tp btol kan??jwb soalan aku !!!!!
Ahahahahaha
Bye..

I'm Sorry For Hurting You

I sorry for what I do

I cried and cried today I know I hurt you
And I sorry for everything I did do
I sorry for hurting u inside and out
I sorry for never knowing when to shut my mouth
I sorry for not letting you get any sleep
I sorry and I know I hurt you very deep
I sorry for doing the things I did do
I wish I could take it back I wouldn’t hurt you
I sorry I mean it from the bottom of my heart
Its breaking my heart tearing me apart

I sorry for what I did do!




STEPHANIE MCGRATH

My Bad Day !!!

Arghhhh !!!!!!
Fuck off !!! arini aku stuck dlm train..train rosak dari ampang ke KL..aku naik train dari pandan jaya dari pukul 7.30..awal tu..sampai dgr announced yang train akan delivered sampai Bandaraya je..thanxgod sbb mmg destination aku kt situ..ok la.aku naik train dlm pukul7.50..Fuck !! giler ramai org dlm tu..between aku dgn passenger lain jarak die xsampai 1 inch..face to face..ko org bayang kan ramai giler org..cam dlm tin sardin..sardin sikit je..tukar la..cam dlm tin kacang peas..(sib baik abg botak depan aku hensem..hik..hik..hik) pada aku biase la jap je..around 15 minutes aku dh nk sampai..tahan je la..train sampai kt chan sow lin..DAMN !!!! all passengers yg nk pegi KL turun tukar train..dgn ade satu je train berfungsi dan dgn org yg ramai giler..wut the mother F??cam konsert..aku dh nk nangis..mmber aku call ckp bwh ade bus die org sediakan..hanya laluan tuk masjid jamek & bandaraya..fuhh !! lege..aku turun..OMG !!! queued ramai giler..biler nk sampai turn aku camni..sah2 aku sampai lmbt kt ofs..mata aku dh bergenang air mata dh..nk nangis!!aku tahan kan..sbb aku budak indie..budak indie kene tahan dugaan babe..mane boleh nangis..hehehe..aku tunggu bus dlm 1/2 jam.bus sampai aku berasak naik.berhimpit2.dan paling aku hot arini bus tu ckp sampai bandaraya last2 sampai masjid jamek je.yg aku bengang aku kene jln sampai ofs..take time 20 minutes..BABI!!! dgn pakai heels bagai..giler!!so terrible !!bagi aku system public transport kt malaysia ni ITS TOO BAD..!!

so aku sampai ofs dlm kul 9 lebih2..dan arini aku mengisytiharkan aku BAD MOOD !!!! Sekian terima kasih!!

Stuck In the middle

Today
15th Jan 09

I was stuck in a terrible long queue of cars from Gombak to my office..
argh !!
Traffic..traffic..traffic.. it's everywhere...
Can i ask u personal question?? Do you love to be in traffic jams?? hahahaha
Okey what about the one for hours when no vehicles is virtually moving and we'll at a stand still?
i dont know about you.but i hate traffic jams to the very core!
Train time la nak buat hal rosak..

**neway thanx to MISS ARA sbb hantar i sampai ofis..
SELAMAT !! fuuhh !! hehehe
kalau x mati den ni haa tunggu tren..
ekekeke


** tp time aku sampai semua org xde pegi talk..hehehe
YES !! aku terlepas lg..ekekeke..so aku naik atas makan nasi..dengar lagu..
and blogging !!! woohooooooo !!

** pukul 3 jap lg meeting !!! BOSAN !!!!

Life

Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

(Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer)

"Portrait of a Friend"

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

Manusia "Bangang"

aku paling bengang dgn setengah person ni yang selalu guna ayat atau ejaan yang tak betul..
huh !! manusia binatang apakah itu??
huhuhu..

ejaan yang selalu yang diguna kan oleh manusia2 haram jadah ni macam..
..dah "mamam Kew"
..skunk
..tito
..titer
..cayunk
..nanak (nasib tak nonok..)muahahaha
..skang
etc la..

aku naik menyampah giler ngn org2 macam ni..
tlg la wei anak2 melayu betul kan ejaan anda..

geli mak nyah !!
muahahahaha

Today..

boring..
stuck xleh buat keje..

lambat nyer kul 1..
perut dh lapar..damn !!
sakit pon lg ade kesan dr smalam..
aisehh asal la aku bleh kene affection ni..arghh !!!

boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..boring..

Crying in the Rain

I’ll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me.
I’ve got my pride,
And I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain:
I’ll do my crying in the rain.

If I wait for cloudy skies,
You won’t know the rain from the tears in my eyes.
You’ll never know
That I still love you so.
Though the heartaches remain,
I’ll do my crying in the rain.

Raindrops falling from heaven
Will never wash away my misery,
But since we’re not together
I’ll wait for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you’ll never see.

Someday when my crying’s done,
I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun.
I may be a fool,
But till then, darling, you’ll
Never see me complain:
I’ll do my crying in the rain.


written by Howard Greenfield and
made famous by the Everly Brothers

Love & Hurts

Preview :


Being in love is the way I love You to be together forever just me and you.Though at times i will be deceived by all compliments by others you have received.I love You a BILLION You Love Me a MILLION tho will never change how deeply i feel for you..
From past partners have left me in the dark, have destroyed my feelings so there no longer art..I just want you to know that how much I Hurt id hurt so much for you to show you my loves true..

Perasaan Ku

Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu...
Berati untukku...

Kau telah mencinta
Dan dicintai kekasihmu
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa

Lupakanku dalam tidurmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah untukku

hurmm..lagu best lirik best..
ade kene mengene ngn aku..
bodo la laki ni..
arghh!! persetan kan la..

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends,
I am surrounded by angels,
But I call them friends.

Israel Lahanat

Jalur Gaza Utara..di serang lg oleh Militer Israel lahahattullah...
Celaka israel..

Serangan Isarel itu telah membuat korban tewas Palestina menjadi 446 orang, dengan sekitar 2.050 orang terluka, dalam pertumpahan darah berlarut-larut terburuk dalam beberapa dasawarsa konflik antara Israel dan Palestina.Nauzubillah..

AL-FATIHAH KEPADA SAUDARA KITE YG TERKOBAN DI PALESTIN

Whom It May Concern

All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.

"..For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind

For making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if I were to die

The way you take care of me,
you're my shining star.."

im really love u (----)

FORGET HIM ..!!

Do you ever think about me....
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep.
In the middle of the night when you wake..
Are you calling out my name....
Forget Him
Forget his name, Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His warm embrace
forget the love that you once knew
Remember he has someone new
Forget how close you to once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memiorized his walk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, his grin
Forget his dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved it's past
Forget he said He'd never leave you
Remember he is gone FOREVER

Falling For You ..?????

It was my secret, my hearts surprise,
But i can't help it hen i look into your eyes.
I don't understan how this can be...
These feelings aren't supposed to happen to me.

I'm falling too hard, too fast,
I guess i didn't learn from my past.
It happened before,
I'm not supposed to love anymore.

But when I'm with you time stands still,
It seems like no one else is around.
My heart is screaming your name,
With every beat, every pound.

Once again my heart is controllling my brain,
And when I'm not with you i go insane.
It all seems too good to be true,
But i don't care... I'm falling for you.

HIM

02 Jan 09..
9.30 pm..

Mad call..
nervous !!
xtau nk angkat ke x..
tp aku angkat gak..
blur..speechless..happy sumer ade..
xtau nk ckp ape..
letak phone aku melompat cam org giler..happy seyh..even jap je ckp..

am miss him
aku xbleh nk luper kan die..
sorry !!

arghhhh !!!!
FUCK !!!

my idol..:)

28/12/08...sweet memory..nk tau??? jeng..jeng..jeng.
meh aku nk citer..
time ni aku ngn member2 ara..aneem..arih n amya..aku g makan kt ikea.
cam biase la mkn2 wajib kalo xsembang & gelak2 cam nak mampos..ahahaha..
time ni la aku bleh prasan sekor mamat ni familiar gile..
aku dh la rabun ayam..tenung bukan main lg..
ruper2 nyer AMY SEARCH..
aku WOW !!!!
arghhhhh !!!!
suker !!!!!
gelak gatal ckit..hik hik hik..

ni my idol dr kecik lg..(siap antar surat dowh dkt search )ahahahaha

giler r aku..tgk amy terus blushing..
huhuhu..
thanx to arih coz sporting layan aku sangap nk amek pic ngn amy..
kekawan aku bengong je tgk aku..
ahahaha..
pape pon mmg aku minat abis dkt AMY..peewiitttt...
ahahaha..

**dpt kawen ngn die kn enak jugak kan???
waduh2 mas amy gue kepngin skali mau kawen samer lorh..
kamu mau??
wahahahaha